Irja Syvertsen
Evergem, East Flanders, Belgium
In February, I was running around like the Roadrunner (beep beep). Doing one job (teaching), then take on another temporary job (ceramic studio assistant in another school), experimenting with ceramic materials and finding my way in a new medium (screen printing). I was rushing.
Then the virus hit, and everything came to a stop.
A part of me that was always running out of time suddenly had to walk in slow motion. Over the following weeks, a calmness covered me of a kind I hadn’t experienced in a long time. Although I felt guilty and privileged at first, the downtime was an unexpected gift—allowing me to look back at what I had been doing (sometimes frantically) and get an overview. Working at different places and not having a fixed ceramic studio makes my process often fragmented and difficult to view as a whole. During the lockdown I used the sudden silence to get organized, reflect, read, and continue working on a project called (w)earth.
It was as if I had been granted space and time to zoom out.
I do hope I can adopt a part of this focused stillness and take it along with me when we go back to ‘normal’. “Go slowly, you’ll get there faster” has never sounded more true.
But, in the meantime, Belgium is bracing itself for a second wave and ‘normal’ seems a bit further down the road than it did three days ago.